Outsideness is a meditation, a koan. What is it to be outside? Not physically, like outside my house. But mentally. Mental outsideness. Outside the pyramid of normal ways of thinking. Imagine a sphere. Maybe it’s like an apple. Now imagine taking a knife and cutting a square shape somewhere on the surface of the sphere. Then, with your knife, you dig in from each of those four lines to the centre. You could pull that chunk out if you wanted to. You have created a pyramid.
and outsideness is lonely...